Here With Sam

Exercise plan

2011-06-08T20:23:00.000-07:00

I have an exercise plan! In order to motivate myself to study, from my payday onwards, i will set aside $200. Each time i exercise more than 30 min a day, i can to "withdraw" $20. So it will kinda feels like i'm rewarded or paid to exercise! If i did not "withdraw" everything by the end of the month, the remainder will auto go into my savings. And if i manage to consistently exercise, by the end of all the withdrawal, it has already become a habit. HEE! For those zai in exercise pple, please do not laugh at me. Exercise once or twice is easy when i can hype up. But consistency in it is my problem! Will be trying that out! But if from now till payday i can already be consistent in working out then it saves all the silly trouble! MUAHAHHAHAHA!!

Genuine

2011-06-02T18:43:00.001-07:00

A genuine person always lifts me up! Thank you Baby for letting me see you every night as i go to sleep, everyday when i wake up. *love*

Heavy Hearted

2011-06-02T05:05:00.000-07:00

Proverbs 26:22-24 (Amplified Bible)

"The words of a whisperer or slanderer are like dainty morsels or words of sport (to some, but to others are like deadly wounds); and they go down into the innermost parts of the body (or of the victim's nature).

Burning lips (uttering insincere words of love) and a wicked heart are like an earthen vessel covered with the scum thrown off from molten silver (making it appear to solid silver).

He who hates pretends with his lips, but stores up deceit within himself."

I do not wish to defend myself. Though it still weighs me down sometimes. But those who will believe in me, has already believed in me. I'm not going to try to convince anyone. To the ones who speak about me, i just hope u let go of this thing that exhaust u. It's not worth it.

Married Life

2011-05-30T21:22:00.001-07:00

I'm glad to have an Awesome husband. I know i will not want to love another person this much. Not this measure, not this "alive"love that keeps multiplying themselves. Lots of pple ask me casually, "how's married life?" and i always answer, "no different from dating life". And they all go like WOW! but to me it's not a WOW thing. We just live our lives like that. True from the beginning, being fully ourselves, and married life didn't make that much of a difference. Just that we know we gave a commitment promise to each other. My Baby never fails to make me smile. He can simply make me angry and then make me laugh. Dun ask me how.. I have no idea i just can't get too angry at him for too long.. Dedicating to my dearest husband, he charms me like no one does. :)

Everyone Yearns to be Understood

2011-05-30T21:01:00.000-07:00

I live by this knowing that everyone yearns to be understood. One way or another. To the extend that they go a little cunning to get their point across, or get real needy like they can never be satisfied no matter how much assurance you give. It is so hard to comfort those that refuse to be comforted, some of them just not understanding why they are going through what they are going through. It can result to all sorts of crazy stuff. And at some point you just feel like slapping them awake and say i'm human also ok!

But the difference comes.. When one good heart person is misunderstood. And that person is an understanding person. Thinking for everyone around him, forcing himself to be strong so that he loved ones will not worry. Dun misunderstanding wrong. It can be major things like slander and accusation. It can also be assumption. Assuming that he can handle it, assuming that he is strong enough, assuming he is this kind of person.. that kind of person.. etc. It aches my heart when i comfort this kind of person. It's only when u really understand his situation, then you can bring comfort. Not by powerful methods, not by saying "move on lah". But really when it's time to be sad, it's time to be sad. At a certain stage, it's ok to cry. But also most importantly at one point we should stop crying.

Alot of pple esp when they go into adulthood, they turn into bottling. Bottling up what they really feel. It's true that burying act will numb the pain. But if one day, something triggers, it can be a song, a familiar environment, a scene in a movie, words from pple, just something that trigger that little hole left unburied, it erupts. And we'll be at a worse loss that we have Never really did move on. Never really did get stronger. For me, i would rather cry at the moment when i need crying the most. Get myself to slowly understand so that one day when something triggers that memory, i have the reason n strength to smile. Pain can still be there.. I never believe that time heals all wounds. Maybe i'm just stubborn. To me when you never ans a qn within yourself, it will forever remain as a question. Ever remembers a tune but forgot the song title? n that unresolved feeling is super irritating n bothering? It's something like that but in a very emotional way. If you are having a problem and u know u can do something about it or at least deal with yourself, dun bury it. Time will not solve that problem, understanding n strength will. Don't plant a bomb within yourself and u don't even hold that remote control. *With Love*

Awesome Birthday Celebration!

2011-05-30T20:48:00.000-07:00

Just had an early birthday celebration at Fairmont Hotel. I think i have made the people around me so super stress as according to them, it is so hard to hide things from me and so hard to think of interesting things to surprise me. To me, at the end of the day, it's the heart that counts. By saying that, i'm not trying to just say the norm. it's more like you put in ur heart to think of what to get me, how to celebrate and stuff. I'll appreciate more for one who get so nervous if i would like that silly gift, than one who just anyhow buy an expensive one thinking i ought to be glad. This birthday at the party i know many put in so much effort and all got so nervous! I love the party really. I love the effort and heart to make my day. I dun need complicated stuff but u guys took the extra mile. I can only say i love u guys! :)

Loving the Purple Balloons!

Awesome people who made my day! Dev is definitely one of them but he's not in the picture! *wasted*

Nothing more than yourself

2010-12-12T20:14:00.000-08:00

So many times i met pple including myself feel lousy sometimes when we "try too hard". It can be out of a good heart and motivation and doing a good thing. But if that thing you do is not really YOU or beyond YOU, you might sometimes get fearful, feeling lousy and a hunger for assurance that can never be filled. But i sincerely believe that you don't need to be more than yourself. What you are lacked with, God will provide. I find myself most happy and fulfilled when i'm just myself. of coz many things i ought to be better but if it's beyond be or pretending to be someone else. i find myself miserable. So i truly believe, be nothing more than yourself. Give your best and actually it's more than enough if it's your ground to take :)

Faithfulness

2010-12-12T20:04:00.000-08:00

Faithfulness is the foundation to many success and "WOW" stuff. It's the thing that can be easily discouraged as faithfulness is a a "showy" thing. It can be neglected by others and many times taken for granted. But if you stop being faithful, it's like surrendering your investment policy after 3 months of payment, you'll never see what you are promised and you'll have complaints and regrets and turn an initially awesome thing to something worthless. You ought to see the fruit of your faithfulness. I met many questioning certain faithful things they are doing here n there. And they doubt their initial decision to commit. Some things YES you should check if it's worth it. But some things you know n you know it's worth it. Just that you got tired, disappointed, neglected, belittled, etc. and you start viewing faithfulness as a battle to fight, it's gonna become even more tiring. Faithfulness is a foundation. Foundation meaning fixed. You don't go to a building and revamp the foundation as n when just because you want a renovation. Be careful what builds your foundation and faithfulness is definitely one of them. When there is no shadow of doubt that faithfulness can be questioned in some areas of your life, you'll find that the real problem is more surfaced. At least that's for me :) I hope this blessed someone.

Sign of a good change?

2010-11-21T17:53:00.000-08:00

1 Corinthians 16:9
For a great and effective door has opened to me, and there are many adversaries.

One thing that very frequently happen to me is that i very often tend to dream when i'm asleep. And last night i had a really scary dream. And fear griped me as i woke up and i went into prayer. Prayer works!

Here goes my dream:

I'm a a school with a class that is very bonded to one another and to the teachers. And at that time, there is this very popular TV series going on. It's a American TV series talking about different weird incidents, rituals that pple believe and stuff. One of the lesson in class, the teacher who also watched the latest episode put up a demostration of the ritual that pple believed in. I was one of the 4 volunteers (2 guys, 2 ladies). It is believed that that if you die by accident, say you lost both your legs and died of bleeding, you will come back and find a person of the same birth date as you and cause that person to die the same way. Then, that person will take you place in death and you shall live. You got to find that person of the same birth date and make the person die the way you died.
After the demostration, i asked the teacher if he believed that ritual. His countenance suddenly changed. He looked at me grabbed me up and threw me on the floor. The rest began to run and i got up and ran out of the school and when i turn to look back, he was still chasing the students. I run into the forest and i know.. He is dead. And he's back here to find one that is of his same birth date. And i kept running and i woke up.

It was a real bad dream for me. Felt real. Woke up thinking the world will go in chaos and whoever have that birth date revealed live in fear. Might sound like a silly dream but it was really fear gripping for me. But thank God for prayers. :)

Blessed

2010-11-21T17:39:00.000-08:00

Really blessed by Pst Phil. Everytime he comes it's simply life-changing. I believe i have to build back the momentum and be always on the move doing something so that when i searched out an opportunity, i will be able to seize it! And also in every opportunity i got to have an ego management. I'm really encouraged by a point that he shared that when opportunities come, i got to be self-sufficient. It might be why I've been feeling alone at times. To build this area of my life that i don't have to go around relying on people to solve my problem, to stand up for me, to fight for me. Those things are great and deeply touching and is needed at times. But at this season when i seem to fight certain battles alone, i just got to understand that i can only rely on God and also myself. Of coz not into being in a world of just me and myself. I still live life mingling around but relying on the strength and wisdom of God.

Psalm 118:14
The Lord is my strength and song, And He has become my salvation.

Very Ministered..

2010-11-21T17:25:00.000-08:00

I am very ministered by what Pst Kong shared in church about the seasons of Faith. Been feeling down and sometimes alone for a period of time. Somehow feel like i'm facing certain things alone. Facing some "battles" that is actually not my own. Felt accused, felt hated, felt lousy.. But i must say, i feel really lifted up after what Pst Kong has shared. I believe i'm going through a winter season of faith. Where "Night" is long and cold, a long period of time of waiting and effort to trust. And it is clear now. What i really can do is pruning. To look into my life once again and pray and ask God what is it to prune. To humbly come before him and accept that there are things, maybe many things to be pruned. There is no point fighting a battle for myself. The exhaustion will only go away when i'm fighting according to His purpose. I admit that i'm very imperfect and i thank God for a time of pruning. Putting aside all the feelings i felt. Be it being accused, being hated, feeling lousy.. All these emotions strangely doesn't matter or hurt that much when i have that touch of God. I dunno when is my winter ending. And i will not want pre-mature growth. Let everything be according to His time.

Jeremiah 29:11-13
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will see Me and fnd Me, when you search Me with all you heart.

Nervous..

2010-10-29T01:37:00.000-07:00

2 weeks ago i just shared with Jia Min saying you can't plan your opportunities even when you paid a bigger price. There is no guarantees that your opportunity will come. It's just that you decided to pay more and take a cab to work so that you can wake up later. Sometimes it works, but sometimes even if you try calling cab at the most easy to get cab hour, you might just not get one. You thought you can buy an opportunity and a shortcut, but it can become a detour.

This week, I've been helping a dear friend to find a better job. Having a heart anxious for her because she deserve better. While helping her here and there, an opportunity pop by.. I was headhunted to be promoted with more learning opportunities and a pay increment. Hard to put in the details here but it's a total surprise and blessing. And I offered my friend too for the opportunity. I have no idea how it will work out. Things are slowly coming into place. In my heart i somehow got nervous and started to belittle my abilities to be in that position. But if God allows, I will follow. Pray that my friend and I can both get the shot. No matter how is the outcome, this opportunity definitely came as an encouragement to me.

ZhuHai, Macau, HongKong

2010-10-11T21:15:00.000-07:00

It's a crazy trip with some crazy pple! Walk & walk, laugh & laugh. I must say it's an awesome trip. Not perfect, but awesome :) In the wee hours is the craziest. We just do and say te dumbest thing! LOL! Next time i want to go HK! There's just so many things but we only have a day. If we stay there then can REALLY explore. HEE!

Mixed feelings..

2010-09-29T01:53:00.000-07:00

I'm so excited!! In exactly a week's time i'm going to Zhuhai Macau & HK with Tina, Ben, Jia Ann, Darice & Ailin. Super looking forward to it, not just the shopping but also the bonding & food and walking around & experiencing. It's simply goona be awesome! Will post some photos when i get back.

But on the other hand. Really gonna miss Baobei when he go for his reservist trip to Aust :( 2 LOOOOONNNNGGGG weeks.. I DON'T WANT! But what to do.. Plus he's duper excited about it. So i guess it's both of us going to enjoy vacations. haha..

It's gonna be an exciting yearend with birthdays n events lining up! It's gonna be great!

Words to Myself..

2010-09-29T01:50:00.000-07:00

"Don't need to be wiser than wise. Just be wise. It's not a competition."

Things which cannot be shaken may remain

2010-09-20T18:40:00.000-07:00

Heb 12:26-27

whose voice then shook the earth: but now He has promised, saying, "Yet once more I shake not only the earth, but also heaven." Now this, "Yet once more," indicates the removal of those things that are being shaken, as of things that are made, that the things which cannot be shaken may remain.

Flooding Thoughts

2010-09-05T21:16:00.000-07:00

Despite the many opinions and diversions, I still have to say, I am truly blessed by the Word preached by Pst Tan last week. I went into the service without much expectation as disputes set forth before my service time. But what was preached truly encourages me and empowered me. Personally, I am very impacted by the part Pst Tan preach about the focus of what the woman was listening to. Supporting the woman is not a Royal background but an insignificant identity. Just a woman, desperate for help, desperate for a miracle. And she went, focusing on the master's table, on the blessings, the provision, the healing, the "heavenly storehouse". She was very persistent and unmovable in her faith in the blessings and mercies of God. It speaks of so many things! She was so focused. She trusted in the character of this God. And she got her miracle. Without being offended. Without retreating.

Many times people get real naive thinking that God's blessing is never coated with trials and even insults. But the focus is not on the insult or the trials. Set our eyes on the goal. When i was young, my dad will bring the whole family for swimming. And we love that. But he will always disturb us saying, "it's going to rain and we're not going". The first few times he did that, our reaction was all sorts of things. Trying to get him to bring us. But after that, whenever he say that we know, we're going. Our focus is no longer on what he say. But what his heart decided. He decided to bring us there. In life disturbance just come here and there. Focus seem so hard. Especially when things are good, focus is extra hard. Because we are not so desperate, it's just a want. But when we are desperate, when we are at our lowliest, most helpless moment, used to lies, insults, judgements and comments. We tend to get used to it, tend to focus just on the prize, on the Master's table. Because that is the REAL thing. It's worth more than the rest of the stuff that is happening. They will just go strangely dim.

Of coz the msg sent by the sender can be received in ways more than we imagine. But if i receive something that i can build on, i count myself blessed. It is like another layer added to guard my heart. There's just so maybe thoughts flooding my mind and many yet totally figured out. Hopefully I can share more next time :) So meanwhile, FOCUS on the prize, because God is good! Trust His heart :)

Jesus & Judas

2010-06-20T18:22:00.000-07:00

Was chatting with Baobei and sharing our thoughts and feelings and Jesus n stuff. And i suddenly caught a revelation. So here it is.. Judas is one of the 12 disciples (meaning, Jesus disciples him). And Jesus knowing that Judas will one day betray Him, continue to love, encourage and disciple Judas. Why? So that Judas will not betray Him? Well maybe.. But to me no. To me Jesus knows Judas WILL betray Him, but He is still loving him, encouraging him and discipling him so that when the day comes when He get crucified, He hope that through all the times of sowing into Judas' life, Judas will know the love of Christ and that even the betrayal won't take away His love for him. That Judas can make that choice to be in paradise with Jesus. I believe Jesus still love him so much, discipling him so that he can decide to stick with Jesus after the crucifiction. This is the best that Jesus can give to Judas, the rest is really up to him to decide.

Many times we think that our sins disqualifies us, but to Jesus, knowing that we are "going" to sin still love us and encourage us so that when the day comes when we sin, there is a chance and a memory of His character. That we are still accepted and very much loved. What great love and mercy and what a admirable example.

Sometimes we do have a fore-knowledge knowing that some people are going the wrong direction and might most probably do wrong things. But knowing that, what's our reaction? To criticize? To close both eyes and let them? Or be like Jesus? It is so hard. But i would want to try my best. I hope this bless someone because it blessed me.

Universal Studio AGAIN!!!

2010-06-13T20:47:00.000-07:00

Went to Universal Studios AGAIN! It was crazily fun and this time with a bigger crowD (Me, Baobei, Glen, Ben, Darice, Sebas, Erika, ZiQian & Alicia). I just can't get sick of USS. I feel that the money spent is really worth in bringing me to another world over again! This time round i'm more daring sitting on more rides and thanks to Mr. Glen Qiu, he totally made my day. So cute! Very natural and very sporting! To me go this kind of place should be this sporting! HAHA.. I wanna thank all who came, u guys totally made it fun for me :) I realized my stamina increased from the previous time. At least i dun feel like i'm dying at the end of the day. HAHA!

Time

2010-05-31T00:01:00.000-07:00

Your feelings and commitment affects your view on Time. It's not that Time changes its patterns at different seasons. It is your commitment and feelings (interest) that has changed. That is why some Time flew and some Time drags. Just a thought anyway :)

Had an awesome time at Asia Conference. Very impacted by Dr. A.R. Bernard's sermon. As always, he always bring us into more understanding and higher calling. Thank God for such a man like him. I'm truly blessed.

Photo Updates

2010-05-25T00:58:00.001-07:00

Final Phase of Renovation

2010-05-25T00:37:00.000-07:00

Have been busy like crazy this period of time and to make it worse, i can't seem to sleep well when so many things are in my mind so many things to do! Anyway, i'm glad that the new house is at a final phase of work when the kitchen cabinet and wardrobe can be built. Should be shifting in on the 1st June. Can't wait to live in my own house! So excited about it. All the busy-ness is worth it! Slowly will get all the furnitures.it's gonna be great :)

Last week was ZiQian & Alicia's wedding! It was crazily fun though exhausting but fun. I'm so happy for them and really wishing them all the best! And the next day was Erika's 21st birthday party. High class like siao! LOL! Food was nice, service was terrific, enjoyed myself. :) Things for me are pretty much back to back and learning to cope with more and more commitments in my hands. Learnt to be a more effective and productive person in the midst of all these. Thank God for the strength that only He can provide. I guess really stepping into adulthood it's not really whining and missing the "good old days". To be is to keep moving forward and take things down one by one. Adulthood has been exciting. Stressful yes. But it's such a blessing to have the most wonderful human company that i can always always communicate with, my husband. Thank God that He gave Baobei so much strength that he can take such great care of me when both of us are exhausted. His love for me is unconditional and with lots of care, sensitivity and understanding. If not for him, i guess being an adult would seem unbearable. He just make things so fun and challenging, just by his presence. Don't ask me how he does it, i don't know. He just do. :) Next would be my own wedding. Greater things have yet to come. Closer relationship and friendships are yet to be experienced. In this period, i see clearly who really knows my heart. And i can only thank God because it's not like i deserve it. I'm not exactly a loving person. But He didn't count me out in His blessings :)

New House..

2010-05-06T21:35:00.000-07:00

The hacking of the tiles and walls are done! Now will be the plastering and the lying of tiles. Went to choose stuff like doors, nobs, basin, etc. It's just so fulfilling slowly choosing and seeing my new house slowly become a home. However, our pockets are having holes so huge and there is just so much monetary commitment. We will jsut have to buy the Must-Have first then slowly move into the luxury and desires :) I'm ok to start with a more empty and not so my style things. Slowly but surely it will be a home that both me and Baobei wanted.

Went to buy our TV, fridge and bed. So EXPENSIVE! Esp the bed. But i think it's worth it because good physical rest is very important. The fridge that we got comes with a free digital camera! WOOHOO! That means in the camera area we just need to see when we can afford to buy a good DSLR. Next must have.. Curtains, Wardrobe, Shoe Rack, blah blah blah..

May is really a financial exhausting month. Hope i can make it through and at the same time let the people involved feel loved and important. I can't wait to stay in my new house. By beginning next month. What a wonderful birthday gift :) That also means i cannot be lazy must go home and pack up my stuff if not how to shift??!! lol! This weekend is Mother's Day, so Happy Mother's Day to ALL the mothers!

My New House

2010-04-29T23:38:00.000-07:00

Went for 2nd appt 2 days ago and got our house keys! Very frustrated with previous owner who left us alot of rubbish and leaving the house in a super dirty state. Somemore they dunno burn what thing in the toilet. hai.. what a start.. but still.. I'm SO HAPPY that we finally got it. Renovation will start on coming Monday and the house will be transformed! Will take a Before and After to post it here so stay with me yeah?!

Buying a house is not really that expensive. Still affordable. But it's the filling of the house! MAN IT'S SO EXPENSIVE! so.. we decided to own time own target dun gan jiong. When see nice stuff can afford then buy. Buy the necessity first. The rest will just have to wait. Rather than buy and re-buy again. I'm so looking forward hopefully renovation can fast fast be completed. Next week will be busy busy finding lights, air-con, TV, bed, etc. It's gonna be great n exciting! :)

Happily MARRIED!!

2010-03-30T10:06:00.000-07:00

Finally got married on 19 March 2010. Never thought that it would be much of a difference before and after the actually thing but i was wrong! After that "I Do", it felt so different. When i look at him, when we talk, it's all different. The whole feeling of commitment and owning the responsibilities and all the sweetness.. It's so strong that i can't ignore and i love it! I'm falling in love with my husband all over again and there's such a change in him. So much more sweet and responsible and it's incredible! =)

It rained on my ROM day and Alicia & Ziqian are the sweetest people! They were helping us around and being sensitive to everything we need and thank God for them! LOVE THEM!! I'm so gonna give my best to them on their BIG DAY!

Thank all who were there to share our joy and i can't thank enough =) We went to Goodwood Park Hotel for lunch and it's delicious! Simply love the food there esp the desserts! Thinking of going back there again someday..

Gonna go book the venue for my wedding dinner tml! So excited about it! We are gonna book Amara Hotel for our wedding dinner. At first when we called, we were so sad because they say 19 March 2011 is being booked by someone. Then we discussed and agreed that we don't mind changing our wedding date because we like that place. So we book 26 March 2011. And minutes after we made i'll booking we received a sms from Baobei's mum that the one who booked on 19 March 2011 is actually his Auntie! She booked and negotiated on behalf of us! THANK GOD! It's so sweet of her and we are really blessed. Tml we will be going down to put our deposits down and discuss our perks. So pray for us! =)

Went to my sis place on Sunday for dinner and she cooked! LOVE IT! She's so sweet knowing that i don't prefer black pepper food, she prepared a separate portion of Honey-Glazed Chicken Chop for me!! AHHH!! How can i not love her? She is one who inspire me to be sweet to my love ones. Thank you Jie!!! *muacks*

Blessed!

2010-03-15T01:36:00.001-07:00

Was blessed with a Fujitsu notebook by my future mother-in-law. This IT Fair has suddenly become a blessing to me out of nowhere. Thank God for the blessing :) and I wanna thank Aunty for always being so generous to me.

This Friday is coming speedily and I'm gonna become someone's wife. So many things in my mind but I'm really looking forward :)

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Universal Studio

2010-03-15T01:27:00.000-07:00

Went to Universal Studio this morning with Ben and Tina. Baobei is on duty. It is extremely fun! I really enjoyed the Revenge of the Mummy ride very much! Super hi-tech and very detailed effects. I'm so impressed with all the buildings, atmosphere, music, most of the service, rides, etc. Every section brings a whole new atmosphere and you feel so part of their world! That feeling is incredible and I so wanna go again with my love ones when all things are up! :)

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In my Fiance

2010-02-12T09:52:00.001-08:00

In My Fiance..

Kindness & Gentleness
Loyalty & Faith
Forgiveness & Forgetfulness
Joy & Sincerity
Pure at Heart with Unlimited Potential

He has got things that I do share the same and things I've yet to attain. I thank God for him. One so imperfect, but one uniquely him. Not out to impress not out to conform. But to be one having a heart pounding for God to reveal more to him. I am so blessed to have one man that I can learn from that some things it's not just about being intellectual. It's all about the heart. We have yet to arrive and so much more to change. But our days are not wasted, nothing is ever wasted.

I love you. Not just my affections and emotions but also my decision, over and over again.

ROM Fitting!!

2010-01-29T00:31:00.000-08:00

So exciting! Went to try my ROM gown wanted to get short ones but end up liking the long ones! Hehe! Think I'll bring a dress to change on ROM day to continue going out and more photo taking =) cannot let any moment escape!! So excited about all these =)

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Something New I'm Doing

2010-01-27T21:31:00.000-08:00

This new year i started with something new for my devotion. I was listening to Pst Phil's podcast the other day and he suggest, why not we read the bible everyday? Or better why not we take a pen and underline? Or better why not we write our thoughts down? Or better why not we meditate of those words and revelations? It was just an opening and i got so inspired that i thought. I want to read the bible right from the beginning. Ask God for wisdom and as i read, i brainstorm and cross reference with other versions and understand and meditate and write on a "bible diary".

I took a really nice notebook to be that diary and started from where it seem quite impossible to get fresh revelation from God (of coz if it's like reading thru like a duty yu'll never receive anything new..). And just the first 4 verse excite me! I never thought this could possibly excite me to such an extend and as i write i want to go for more. But i chose to stop there i want to fully meditate not just be informed. I want to continue this till i finish the whole bible =) Fell in love with the Word over again! God is amazing and God i good! I must keep reminding myself not to rush into it. It's not about rushing thru the whole bible in the fastest speed possible. But to let God speak to me as much as possible. I want to communicate with God more! I love Jesus and I love His Word! =)

Updates..

2010-01-27T20:37:00.000-08:00

Has been long since i posted some photos. So many things happened. I went to Genting with some of my buddies and had a good break there. Really spent a lovely time with Baobei and we went to a Sports Pub to watch Man U match! Totally love it! I shall add a new player that i like in Man U that is Anderson! Very Agressive and i like that! =)

Anyway CG appreciation is also over. Worked very hard to make it happen i must say it's not fantastic but not too bad though =) I love my CG and it's all worth it. Also got to find out how good a singer Chienthye is though i know he's not that into singing but i must saying aprt from his many talents his singing touches hearts =) and i very much enjoyed it.

Also i got to go out with the very busy ChoonHong who is always flooded by rehearsals. Went to catch Legion but that movie is totally a disappointment. A waste of my time and money.

Has not been well this few days hopefully will be fully whole pretty soon =) 2010 is a very pack year there's just so much to do and i'm excited about it. This is a year that i will officially say goodbye to singlehood. This is also a year tat i wanna change even more be it outwardly or inwardly. So HERE I COME!

真心的拥抱

2010-01-21T04:12:00.001-08:00

Was listening to my playlist and come across an old song. This is part of the lyrics. Got me thinking that a hug shows alot. An awkward hug gives insecurity and distance. But a genuine sincere hug brings tremendous warmth encouragement and comfort. I want to be a sincere "hugger". Coz you'll never know who needs it, they just don't say. . There are so little warm "huggers" around. People that I can quickly name are little. Baobei, my parents, my sister, my brother and Alicia. A hug reveals alot and gives a glimpse of what the person is feeling. I love hugs!!! :)

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Got my Wedding Package!

2010-01-02T07:03:00.000-08:00

We went to Suntec for Bridal Exhibition yesterday. Only got to know about the exhibition last min. It was really tiring being pulled into almost every label to be talked to. Some are simply ugly and not tempting at all. Only two interest us. To listen to all the talking is so.. Draining! At last we finally decided to sign with Thomson Wedding Collections. Love their gowns and like their attitude. Not too hard sell. First impression is just so important!! Will post more photos when I go to pick my gowns :) so excited!!!

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New Home!

2009-12-30T06:56:00.000-08:00

Baobei and I bought a house just few blocks away from his current house. It was a rather old house so renovation is a must! But it's a really good deal and I like the idea of designing my own house! :) OMG!!! Gonna ROM first also because of the house. The BIG DAY will be 190310. Te BIGGER DAY will be one year later! Things are happening so fast! There's so much to prepare so much to do... :)

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Long awaited update..

2009-12-30T06:45:00.001-08:00

It has been a long time since I last updated! Busy from stuff to stuff.. Went to watch Avatar and Bodyguards and Assassins. Personally I prefer Bodyguard though Avatar is great also. But very impacted by Bodyguard. When you are convicted, the devil don't just come against you, but also hurt the people around you because of your conviction, yet you got to stay focus. Not that you don't love them. It's because you know and you know that following the will of God will bless many other people and all glory unto God.

Went through a couple of Christmas celebrations and appreciations. The one that really stir me up is the one with Sun, if you think you have the right to talk nonsense about her, one day when you know how mmany people she helped and how much in the midst of helping the sacrifices, you will feel really lousy about how you accuse and mock and assume. She is a nobody and not trying to be a somebody. She's only trying her best to light up peoples life with the little that she have. There's so much that can't be explained so much that can be argued. But when you look at her life and what she's doing, you'll see that she didn't do it for fame and glamour. I'm proud of her and I love her. I respect her despite everything love the Lord with all her heart, her soul, her might.

At that appreciation, also stir me up to plan a good appreciation for my members. This is not a year that I really feel very appreciated. I don't know why but I just don't feel genuineness in many things. I Dont feel the warmth from many. But of coz there's also lovely people like my sis and Kenneth who always are very sincere that touch my heart. But somehow I'm just not drowned in the appreciation atmosphere. I'm determined to do that for my members. They are worth it. People who lay their lives to believe in me and believe in God. People who Get up from failings over and over again. People who refuse to let go of their relationship with God. It's a great year of Faith. Can't do it without Baobei, can't it it without n28 and n219, can't do it without God.

Going to watch 2 movies tml!! Woohoooo...!!! Sherlock Holmesand Alvin and the Chipmunk!! Ahhhhh...!!! I so gonna spend a great time with Baobei.. :)

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Joke from Radio

2009-12-03T07:18:00.001-08:00

Heard this joke from radio found it quite funnie hehe!!

3 men died if christmas day and went to heaven. They came to the gatekeeper and the gatekeeper said to them.. "since it's Christmas day, I want you guys to provide something that is related to Christmas to enter the gates"

The first man dig in his pocket, took a lighter and lighted it. And the gatekeeper asked "what does this represent?" the first man said "this represents candles" and the man entered te gates.

The second man dig into his pocket and took out a bunch of keys and started shaking it. And the gatekeeper ask "what does this represent?" and the man said "this represents bells" and the man entered the gates.

The third man got very nervous and started digging deep into his pocket and pulled out a pairs of lady's shades. And the gatekeeper raising an eyebrow asked "what does this represent?" and the man answered "this belongs to my wife, it's Carol's"

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Sentosa Photos..

2009-12-01T06:27:00.000-08:00

Ok.. This is not a Sentosa photo but i really find this dress nice! HEHE!! =)

This is a price to pay for my Fling Fish experience.. OUCH!! To avoid such abrasion, please face your knuckles upwards while holding onto the grip so that they will not rub against the rubber float.
This is right after the Flying Fish. After all the screams.. LOL!

Think Singapore wind doesn't allow us to fly that high but it is so fun already. I'm so gonna go for it again!

If I'm not wrong this is my first Sentosa trip with my brother.. =)

These ladies made that day really fun!!

"Island Life LOVE IT!"

Sentosa!

2009-11-27T08:21:00.001-08:00

Have an extremely fun day with Baobei, Darice, KorKor and Erika. Went to Sentosa and everything was not what we've planned for. Hahaha... Wanted to have some tanning and play volleyball but end up never get to play. Then the sun only came out to excite us for 15 min then went into hiding again. And it rained! Haha! So glad the rain didn't last long. We got to play the Flying Fish ride! It's so exciting and extremely fun! Next time must go again!! It was a really great experience and super fun! After that we went makan at chomp chomp and we ate alot! Lol! Erika told us some ghost story at the end of the day and man.. She's so good at it. Thanks Erika for sharing these stories late at night. Thanks it loh! Lol! Alright very tired already. Shall post up the photos real soon! :) Had a wonderful day!!

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Wonderful Friends

2009-11-23T07:09:00.001-08:00

Last week managed to hang our with my bro, Erika, Zi Qian, Ben and Baobei. Really enjoyed the fellowship alot. Very free up very random Lol! I don't know why but these days I feel really unattractive. Hope I can shake off this stupid feeling soon :) will blog again really soon! Very tired now.. Hehe!

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2009-11-03T02:37:00.000-08:00

This is the first year that i celebrated Halloween! Lazy to post so many pictures so check out my Facebook ba.. Hehe! It's actually kinda fun. I find the most scary one is Alicia's one and i really like Ben's Joker look.. LOL! Had a great time and i dun mind celebrating again next year =)

We went to celebrate Ben and Darice's birthday on sat. Finally got to sing KTV after so long!! Went shopping for their gifts like mad.. It's so hard to decide what to get for them. I hope they really like their gifts =)

Got to watch "This Is It" on monday. Really encouraged and inspired by the movie. Michael Jackson is ot just talented, but extremely hardworking to know his stuff. He's born to be in the entertainment industry and he strive to achieve the standard and the "feel" without compromise! Some people will tend to compromise the standard because they don't want to "trouble" other people but once we compromise, the outcome is not maximized. I'm really excited for my future. I pray I will not compromise in any circumstance.

A day without my RING!!

2009-11-03T00:18:00.000-08:00

What an uncomfortable feeling not havin my ring with me. Went home after work to get my swimming stuff and left my ring in the toilet!! Man.. I really enjoy the swim with Qi Guai but not having my ring with me is so distracting like my heart is somewhere else. Only got to swim 10 laps today. I guess it's the result of not exercising for awhile. But I'm glad I finally work out. If not I will grow so fat that no one can see Baobei when he stands behind me!! Lol!!

I have a thought to share here. Had a dream few nights ago and it caused me to think a little. In that dream there's this really nice guy and there's this guy who really loves me. Can't remember their faces though. The dream came to a point where the nice guy let go of my though he loves me and pushed me towards this other guy who refuse to let me go (not in a sick way). And then I woke up. And I thought, I would rather have someone who holds on to me no matter what than having one who loves so much drama and sacrifice. I want to feel wanted and embraced. Not some soap opera letting go and be a 'hero' kind of thing. I want to be important to a person whom I care. Dunno if you guys get what I mean. But I thank God that He will never leave me nor forsake me, always expressive in loving me and embracing me. I thank God that the one I'm engaged to is my Baobei, one who will hold on to me all his life. These are the things that matters the most. Thank you Jesus!! :)

Next post will be more photos and sharing about Halloween parties and birthday celebrations so stay tuned! :)

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What a WEEKEND!!

2009-10-13T08:20:00.000-07:00

Lots of stuff happened over the weekend.. We were all planning out Baobei's birthday party at Ritz Carlton Hotel and were at certain point really stress abt it. But i guess it all turned out wonderful =) Went to Zouk on friday night and really enjoyed ourselves with all the music, drinks, people and... pushing of my dream car.. ESTIMA!! HAHAHHA... My baobei and Ben were pushing the car like Superman! LOL! What a drama experience man.

Really thank all for putting in the effort for Baobei's party and being there to celebrate with us! Wanna thank Darice for rushing the video, Ben for going around with me crazily for all the stuff, Alicia for being there even when she's so busy and her laughter is the best sound effect! ZiQian for all the sweetness and photos and attention (Can't say enough thank u!) We love Bionic 6 to the max! Celebration was a great success! It was so fun! and the place was simply wonderful and addictive! LOL! And on the sat... After the touching video and speeches by everyone.. My Baobei proposed!! OMG!!!!!! He was so nervous and so cute! I was so so touched by everything he said and everything he did. I totally had no idea becoz i was so into planning his day for him and there he was planning my day! Now i couldn't get enough of him.. Still in the love bubble. That passion and love was hit hard into me. Man.. i start to talk nonsense... HAHAHAHA..! Anyway i never tot i'm a "ring" person but i love the ring! It is beautiful! And most importantly it's from my Baobei! I love him and i know for the rest of my life i want to commit to him, love him, encourage him and embrace him..

He's getting more and more charming!! I'm so attracted to him!!
Not just about the ring.. But his love for me.. He make me feel like the most special and important person in the world =)

I LOVE THE FLOWERS TOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

I thank God so much for Bionic 6. Every single one of them is so important to me and they are the sweetest people. LOVE THEM ALL!!

It was a crazy night of game.. If u wanna know more, check it out on facebook. Too many embarrass moments. HAHA!

I didn't know i would cry but i couldn't help it..

* Check out ZiQian's blog from my link for more pictures. Love his work! If u wanna engage him to take pictures for ur big days i can help contact him =) One that capture moments=)

HARVEST LEAGUE!!

2009-10-04T06:27:00.000-07:00

Harvest League has started again!! But this time round only 4 matches. I must say the New Spartan team is really stronger and more synergy and more team spirit. Really enjoyed watching thegame and my Baobei is super on form today!! POWER MAN!! He's my Van De Sar!! =) Was really impressed with the New Spartan!! Here are some of the photos taken at the field..

Jason Jiang & I

So glad Darice was there too. It was fun watching the match with her! (Plues taking lots & lots of pictures..HEHE.. =X)

Mr. Transparent

She teleported there.. WOW!!!

My Van De Sar... =)

She's going Scotland very soon.. Gonna miss her..

Exciting Month!!

2009-10-02T23:21:00.000-07:00

This whole month will be a really exciting & fun month with lots of stuff lining up! Lots of work also at the same time but i think it's gonna be really enjoyable =) Will update more on what's happening and post photos of them!

GOD I'm Angry!!!!

2009-09-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

I can really understand why Jesus can get so upset with Scribes and Pharisees. I am utterly angry. If a person is unloveable, it's simply because the person choose to be so! Nothing about looks or disability or whatever thing like that! They just simply REFUSE to be loveable!! JESUS PLEASE!!! Teach me how to love.. It seem that no matter how much i love certain people, that love simply mean redundant to them. This is so frustrating..!! AAARRRGGGGHHHHHH.........!!!!!!!

The Ugly Truth

2009-09-21T05:53:00.001-07:00

Watched The Ugly Truth with the usual crowd. It's a super nice movie and I simply love Gerrard Butler!! So charming!! I wanna watch again and again!

Had a great time with Darice at her place. Great fellowship and I reach thank God for everything He has divinely arranged. Truely He works in mysterious ways and my insignificant limited wisdom seem foolish! Can't help but to praise Jesus. He is interested in the desires of my heart and according to my faith it is given. Will post more photos next time!! =)

Haven't Been Blogging..

2009-09-17T07:46:00.000-07:00

Haven't been blogging for sometime so here's an update of my life!

Really very proud of Baobei as he put in a lot of effort in bonding the CG. I enjoyed the fellowship very much and love the CG even more. I felt that there's power in the fellowship not just talk talk talk kind. Saw each one made effort in communicating more, understanding each other more, working together more. Simply feel great! Thank God!!

Was really blessed by what Pst Kong preached last week on "Kisser or Cleaver". Being a kisser seem to be a cooler thing to do in the world and seem to be the right thing to do. Being a cleaver might turn ugly and disliked by others n stuff with lots of price to pay. Weighing being a kisser or a cleaver, it seems that being a kisser is a better choice. But what does the bible say? What would Jesus say? What is more important to you? Or should i say who's more important to you? By your decision of being a kisser or cleaver says it all, no explanation needed. But of coz God is full of mercy and full of grace and God is love, forgiveness to true repentance is no issue. But what have we missed out in the days of being a kisser or even staying as a kisser? I will never want to exchange anything for encounters with God or knowing Him through experiences. He's worth ALL of me. Really blessed by the word and i couldn't thank God enough for what He has done for me.

Today was a great day of fellowship with Dawn, Fiona and Vanessa and Vanessa's place. Her house is POWER!! hahaha... looking forward for more of such gatherings =)

Final Destination

2009-08-31T07:12:00.000-07:00

Went to watch Final Destination 3D with CG last week! It was a really funnie experience. Personally i really enjoyed the movie. Really exciting and kinda scary also. Plus it's 3D so it really adds on to the movie. LOL! One thing bad is only the last part a bit anyhow. As if tired of thinking new killing ideas already so turned the last 3 deaths into some animation. But overall i will give a 7/10.

I wanna go work out man.. Don't wanna get fat man! Swim swim swim! Netball netball netball! Sports fanatics please contact me. HAHAHHA...

Jordan is getting more and more adorable. Think he start to recognize me already. What a warming feeling. Don't know how to put it to words =)

SWIMMING!!

2009-08-05T04:44:00.000-07:00

Broke through from 10 laps to 20!!! WOOHOO!! All thanks to the very demanding and motivating Qi Guai who swam 24 this time. Haha.. I feel in a better shape already! Got a new goggles and simply lok it! Look pro but the swimmer not so pro. LOL! Bought a new volleyball for monday's Sentosa trip also coz the previous one has turned into one of the Fantastic 4 character. This one that i bought is nice but i really wanna buy back the Adidas model that i had. But for the time being i'll just be satisfied with what i have!! =) Looking forward to Sentosa..

Ruxin & Derrick's BIG DAY!

2009-07-19T07:46:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had a whole day of dressing up for the wedding! It was really fun though really tiring. Both Ruxin and Derrick look great!! Of coz very loving too =) Baobei super shuai yesterday in his suit! Really stand out and give me the "WOW" feeling. Very very attractive! Hehe.. Enjoyed myself dressing up for the Holy Mat and the Dinner. Also got to take picture with lots of other people. And also with Melvin! After knowing him so long finally got to take picture together.

Com super slow now. Will post more photos next time!! =)

Back from TAIWAN!!!

2009-07-06T05:32:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK! Photos will be up once i got all of it. There's so so many things to talk about Taiwan. Guess i will just blog those that's more vivid to me then update more and more.

Taipei 101: The lift journey up the building is really amazing. It has got shooting stars and stuff lightings on the ceiling of the lift! It's really magical! And we saw lots and lots of fireflies! So bright and fast. Too bad it can't be captured on camera.

New Life Church: Think this Taiwan trip is destined for E1R1 msg. Left Singapore hearing Pst Tan preach in english and in Taiwan hear him preach in chinese. I must say he preach really power in chinese. It's easily understood and more broken down. And we got the privilege to take photo with both Pst Abraham Ku and Pst Tan!! HEHE!

Luxy: My close friends should know that i'm not exactly a clubbing person. But i must say!! It's really enjoyable at Luxy. It was clean fun and real great performances and music. Didn't really get enough of it but nevermind =) Would wanna try go Premo the next time i go Taiwan!

Yeliu: Gorgeous sight of nature. What a Elohim God with great taste and standard! It's really hot there and that's where got got our sunburns but the feeling that is simply great! The breeze and everything.. It's worth all the sunburns. LOL!

New Look: Went to color our hair! Rare to go to a salon with 3 other friends and it's so happening to go together with no one left out in coloring! hahaha.. All look GREAT! Love Baobei's hair, not too much and just tickles you to see his charm everytime you get close enough =) Love Darice's hair, makes her looks cute and suit her fashion accessories taste too! Love Ben's hair, a total new look for him. Very breakthrough make over and i feel he look 100 times better and sharper!

Videos and crazy photos: Videos; hilarious! LOL! Too bad we didn't take exactly alot but it's so funnie viewing all the videos and photos. We were really insane..

Shopping: Lots and lots and lots to buy. So many desires so little money. Hahaha.. REally a shopping battle there.

Bubbles and BB Gun: We played something that Singapore dun have, BB gun. REally fun and we won bubbles! But dunno why the bubbles there are made of GLUE! Not soap! And our hair clothes and shoes all kana! OH MAN!

Still lots of stuff to share but i gtg now. Update again asap =)

A day without my Wallet!!

2009-06-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

What a day.. This morning i woke up late for work so i took a cab down. When i reach the entrance of the polyclinic i realize, my wallet is not in my bag!! So embarrassing!!! I got to call my colleague to lend my money. That's double embarrassment. =( What a day! But funnie though.. LOL!

Swimming!!

2009-06-13T07:56:00.000-07:00

Today is swimming day!! Went swimming with Qi guai. Really super long never really swim already. Dun really have the stamina man. Qi guai swam 20 laps! when she first told me we are going to swim 20 laps i nearly fainted. LOL! kept laughing bitterly about it. As a rusty swimmer of coz i didn't swim 20! But i swam 10! Think it's a good start lah next time will go for more swim together. A really enjoyable day with fruitful catch up! LOve it! =)

Happy 22!

2009-06-07T08:36:00.000-07:00

Celebrated a simple but a fulfilling birthday with Baobei. I don't really mind a simple celebration. It really depends on who i'm spending with. And in this case, it's with my Baobei!!! Took this really sweet picture here with the very rare look on my face! Hehe! Feel really safe in his arms! =)

Went celebrating birthday with Choon Hong. Coz we're both June babies so tot celebrating on the same day will be better. Had quite a special day coz we have never celebrated on the same day before. He had the "honor" to plan out the day so my job is just to wait for surprises to happen. Haha.. but next yr guess the "honor" will be passed to me.. Anyway i really enjoyed my day doing nothing just following wat is planned! LOL! So thanks Choon Hong!! =)

Met up with Qi Guai to have more catching up too. Think should find more opportunities to meet up more. There's just so much to talk about! Really treasure the friendship and the openness that's in it. For the next few days i would be busy preparing the drama for Youth Camp 2009. Have quite an exciting idea for the drama. Praise God! Pray hard that He will anoint the team and we can really deliver a good one!

Qi Guai!

2009-06-01T08:54:00.000-07:00

Went out with Qi Guai just now. Kinda like a mini-birthday celebration =) Love the gifts! Thanks qi guai! Really had quite a crazy time and a great time catching up. She's has become a really crazy person n is it my fault??? Hahahahaha...! Anyway love her lots! So blessed to have a buddy like her, special to me! =)

This afternoon Jordan said "HI" to me! I'm serious! I was saying hi to him repeatedly and he caught it and said hi a couple of times. Doubt he knows wat hi means but he's real smart and quick in learning. Never knew i can love a baby so much. He's just so adorable! Thank God his my nephew! haha.. Dunno when he will start calling "yee yee". HEHE!

Song Of Solomon!

2009-05-30T05:51:00.000-07:00

Haven't blog in a century so here i am! Blogging again! LOL! Went to Song of Solomon last night and it's really a powerful Word delivered. Never quite understood Song of Solomon but the bs is like a whole lot of revelation to me! Was sitting beside Baobei and Fiona at the bs and Fiona and i were in Specs! hahaha.. So funnie man!

New characters added into the family.. hehe..

Anyway, I'm going to TAIWAN! Bought the tickets already and going with Baobei Ben & Darice! This is so exciting! Finally get to experience Taiwan for myself. Going in one month's time. I can't wait!

Muscle-Ache EVERYWHERE!

2009-05-03T22:10:00.000-07:00

Think i'm really getting old! Muscle-ache everywhere now. I got to get myself fitter cannot go out of shape!!! Went for captain 's ball game yesterday. Was suppose to play with my cg but leader's team was very short of people so Aileen Baobei and i went over to help at the leader's team. But we were still very supportive of my cg team lah! Because " Nobody nobody but you! *clap clap*" Hahahaha.. My cg i powerful also played really well. When Fiona play sports she's super attractive man! Very powerful very hiong very serious yet a clean game even when she's angry. *RESPECT* Wanna arrange more games with my cg. It's so not enough! Only got to play against them once yesterday. My team got Me, Baobei, Ben, Aileen, Darice, Derrick, Brandon, Jermain. First game wasn't much of team work coz we all never play with ach other before and we did not strategize. But from 2nd match onwards we never make the same foolish mistakes again. Played as a team and all played their part. Was really fun! More sports more sports!! Wanna be in great shape!!!!!!

Moo Moo..

2009-04-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

Went out with Baobei & Ben the other day and at a "toy" machine i happen to "giap" this toy cow! My first time success playing this kind of toy machine. We named the toy "Moo Moo"! HEHE!

Had a wonderful cgm last friday. I really enjoyed myself. Hope the members cach something too! =) Bought a new book: The Gift, by Cecilia Adhern. Really exited about this. Wanna read all her books. Only started to read the beginning of The Gift. Seem a little boring but hopefully it will start picking up =)

Recently Jordan's t my place. Really love the feeling of reaching home and seeing my sis and Jordan. Jordan is just so adorable and at times naughty. All these little things made him so human. Life is amazing!

Very Siao On..

2009-04-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

Fiona and i super super siao on today! LOL! Went for service with Daniel and Junxiong. After that went makan. Then i asked Fiona to play sports together and we end up really go play Badminton! I'm really lousy at it but it was really fun! Haha.. Really enjoy playing sports with Fiona. She's really a Sports Woman lah.. =) Think will play some sports together again real soon.. Tml is Spartan's last match for this season. Gonna go support Baobei =)

Easter..

2009-04-10T06:29:00.001-07:00

Just went for easter service. It was great! Very creative, touching.. Really felt the love of God all over again. Can't help but adore Jesus =)

Post up some random photos tha's from my phone taken from random meetings..

ChoonHong & I

i seem to be better looking when the picture is blur.. LOL!

Went chilling out with my bro and some others. Seldom get the chance to take picture him. So this is kinda precious =)

Badminton Day!

2009-04-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

Went to support Weihe, Daniel & Junxiong at badminton competition. They are really 'zai' man! And super like to "shua shuai" LOL! But they're really very good in the playing lah. Was quite exciting. Think next time can get the cg to play also. See already very "gian"..

Zhihong WON!

2009-03-29T23:18:00.000-07:00

Baobei won the board breaking competition at Men United! So power! Neve underestimate his strength. LOL! He bought me 2 bags, bought his niece and nephew toys, bought his mum a wallet and something for himself and my brother.Very very sweet of him to share the voucher he won. He could have just use it all by himself. Proud of him =)

Jordan is slightly growing bit by bit every single day. His features growing more and more define. Can't help but to thank God on this precious life =)

So HAPPY!!

2009-03-25T04:46:00.001-07:00

Proudly present the super adorable baby JORDAN TAN TIAN LE!!!

I couldn't help myself he's just so adorable!

So yeah i'm now a proud aunty (yee yee).. Muahahahaa... And i'm so proud of my sister who is a mummy now. Definitely even harder than it seems yet she just overcome one by one =) Jordan is totally irresistable and super adorable. Still in a very sleepy-head period while taking a peek at people with his left eye once in a while. Haha.. Kenneth and Serena actualy got him a customized CD that contains songs with Jordan's name! So amazing! I want it for my baby next time!! =) Pray that they will be more and more blessed every single day of their life now especially financially! Baby is not cheap k.. No longer living in Kampong days!

I was blessed with a second-hand HP! Really like it and it looks as good as new =) My old phone is really giving me lots of problems and i'm so happy to have this new one! Think can sustain me for awhile before i change to another phone.

This period having exams but i wanna live my life to the max. Felt that God is slowly expanding me and teaching me how to handle more & more things at the same time. And i'm really glad about the fruitfulness. =)

So much to blog about..

2009-03-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

I have so much to blog about! But guess i'll cut things short. Let me see.. Let's start with Spartan! Went to support their match again and took videos of some shots! So happy with one of the nice penalty by a Spartan player. Believe they are gonna be stronger and stronger each time =)

Went KTV with Baobei, Ben and Tina on monday and was quickly joined by Ailin =) Was a crazy day. Saw the whole world at cine. And we saw JJ Lin and that's so random. LOL! We're all so crazy talking about Taiwan n stuff. So anticipated for the trip and i pray God will bless us financially! And Claire's gonna go with us too! Think it's gonna be really excited. Can't stop laughing that day and it's really really enjoyable!

Today's cg is really special. Felt that i really flop at the preaching part. It's like all over and really messy but really thank God that by His grace the presence was really there. Personally i got very overwhelm by the love of God. Really felt God with me and it's such a precious moment. =)

Went to my sis place yesterday for the whole day. Seriously love her company! =) I'm so glad she's my sister! She's not really my pattern of crazy non-stop hits person but there's just a match. She's gonna give birth anytime. Guess i'll get to see another side of her soon!

Spiderman is digging your ear!!! Found this at my sis place and laughed for like 2 mins. Such a cute thing from Japan! LOL! Anyway my blogskin gave me problem again. I hope it self-heal soon.. Think i got to blog more regularly so that my posts won't expire and lose it's flavor. Apologies.. hehe..

Vacation

2009-03-05T04:24:00.000-08:00

Thinking of going for a vacation in the last week of june! For one week!! Muahahahhaa...! Probably will be going with Baobei, Ben & Ailin. Dunno asking who else yet. Hope can afford to go nicer place like Taiwan or what. But worse come to worse go Hongkong or Bangkok also good =) Coz Taiwan's air ticket abit expensive =( Will be great to go Taiwan though! Kinda love Taiwan.. hehe..

Grandma's condition still having ups and downs. Pray for full recovery in Jesus name!! And gonna meet Jordan soon! That i really can't wait.. It's already March! So FAST! AHHH!!!!

Alright gonna go get some things done.. Blog again then!

Some photos..

2009-02-28T07:11:00.000-08:00

Really weird weather these days but it feels so good seeing rainbow! 5 obvious color! Too bad i dun have a good camera. Probably should invest in one when i have the finances..

KTV session with ChoonHong. A super off form day. Was rather frustrated abit it. Hope i wun get stuck in the form =(
Don't really know how to describe this buddy of mine. I should say he's special =) Known him for the 9th yr! Man i feel so old..

Very brave of him to go put braces! Looks uncomfortable. But two years very fun lah. So bear with it buddy!

Crystal jade with Baobei!

Baobei look so grumpy while waiting for his food.. Haha..

Always my precious..

Where are we? At the carpark while he top up his cash card! LOL!

I love his new T-shirt! He definitely have no problem wearing purple!

Alright! I shall blog again next time. Need to rush my project =( Anyway please keep my grandma in prayer. Her wound is leaking and it will be extremely dangerous for her to go thru another operation. So pray that she will experience divine complete healing!! ok.. really have to go, till i blog again..

Thank all who prayed..

2009-02-25T03:15:00.000-08:00

Wanna say a big thank you to all who prayed for my grandma. She's getting better and transfered out of ICU already. I really appreciate all the prayers =)

Had a tiring but funnie day with baobei & ben. We laughed at very very random stuff. Really enjoy this friendship. More and more exciting things are coming up! I believe this year there will be alot of new things birthing forth. Need to get prepared for unusual stuff to happen =) Be it good or bad i can't wait! I know this is the work of God =)

Heavy-hearted..

2009-02-18T07:54:00.000-08:00

Grandma's in hospital. Won't go into the details of it but i pray God will give her more time. I pray God will lift me up. Somehow i know God knows exactly how i felt and what i'm going through. Allowing me to experience certain taste of life, not just keeping me ignorant knowing only about happiness.

Many issues are happening and one of them really cause me to think. I wonder how many people really know who am i. I wonder how many understands my character and reactions to certain things and people. I wonder how many will be certain in knowing me and vouch for me when people impose a quick judgement and assumption label on me. As much as i can i be totally myself everywhere in different attributes. But of coz only to people who are worth it. I guess some people just don't care what seeds are the sowing. But as long as it concerns me, i want to sow something that i'm willing to harvest. I pray God give me an understanding heart, eyes that can see and a mind with increasing wisdom that is not beyond what i can control. God knows the best time to give me certain things and i know He has a plan already. I believe whatever i'm going through now is not wasted. Though my heart is heavy, I feel God with me. I will treasure every single experience as long as He's with me and He always will.

Valentine's day with Baobei..

2009-02-15T05:30:00.000-08:00

Though to me christmas is more romantic than valentine's day, i really enjoyed spending valentine's with Baobei. Spent the day cooking and watching movie at home =) Didn't want to get crashed by the couples in town! Hehe.. Got Baobei a T-Shirt and i find him really charming in it!! He sweetly chose a dress and a blouse as my gift and i love them! And he got me flowers!! Though i'm not that into flowers and i don't really like a mixture of colors of flowers, the look on his face when he gave me those flowers is more than enough =) I feel really loved by him..

I really must compliment those people under my care in church. This week itself my side hit 21 people for service! Really proud of them for working hard and i really thank them for believing together, rising up together =) Really thank Baobei and Fiona for believing in me and fighting as leaders in the cg! A privilege to me to fight together with u guys! Let's keep on keeping on and get the friends connected with God!

Underworld : Rise of the Lycans

2009-02-15T04:52:00.000-08:00

Watched Underworld:Rise of the Lycans with Baobei last week. It's a good movie, i enjoyed it myself =) I actually watched part 1 & 2 before but didn't really remember the story! OOPS! LOL! Anyway Baobei and i revolved around this topic this few days and we came out with some rubbish show name UNDERWEAR :RISE OF THE LYCRA! MUAHAHAHA.. Laughed like mad! He's really my best of the best friend! =)

Went to support Spartan today. Their opponent is the security team (Quiet Storm). The score was 3-3. I must say that no one is perfect and sometimes christians can be even worse than non christians and sports exposes and magnifies the strength and flaws of an individual. I am really glad baobei started Spartan and i'm proud of Spartan! They play clean and fair though they have like every single one; emotions, yet they all start out each match with the desire for a match that respect their opponent =) Today was an exciting match. And to me it's a match that unites Spartan even more. I'm looking forward to the next one! Hope that through this team, friends can be brought to Christ and bonded with people in church. Think playing sports together sure have lots and lots of conflicts but it's really up to the team's reaction to turn the perception of the non christians around. We can ensure all the christian players have that heart to save. And probably they're there to win and that's nothing wrong. The more it takes christian players with the heart to save and build relationship to shine in the teams. And i'm proud to say there are a number of such christian in Spartan =)

one who understand music..

2009-02-06T07:20:00.000-08:00

I really admire Yiruma's playing. He's not just playing but expressing the music. The way he adds emotion into his pieces tells stories behind each piece. Simply love it! =) Though who like piano pieces can try listening to him =)

Very Cute Spectacles

2009-02-06T06:53:00.000-08:00

Baobei bought a very cute pair of spectacles! He look like "Wu La Bo Shi" when he wears it! So cute!! Haha.. I guess he will wear it out soon. Really courageous i must say. I know that he just want to bring joy around wherever he go, which is really sweet of him =)

Anyway, my favourite 2 ktv partners finally met! (Baobei is not included in this! He's the top of my list!) So Choonhong and Melvin FINALLY FINALLY met! Hope we're gonna go ktv together soon =) And Choonhong got his braces! Haha.. Very brave of him coz he got to remove 4 tooth for that whole braces journey. Give him 2 years he will get his charming smile i guess.

I'm really proud of Spartan! They competed against the top team in Harvest League last week (BBG1) and they did well. Though they did not win but the score was 4-2. Some may think: "HUH?! lose also good ah?" Just for your info, BBG1 is really really strong. They victory score histories are like 9-0, 7-0, lousiest they got is 4-0. So Spartan was really close =) Proud of them and i know they will just keep getting better, more skillful and more united!

There's something wrong with my blogskin =( So lazy to do something about it but it looks horrible now. Guess i'll change it soon. But dun ask when.. Hehe..

Some Photos..

2009-01-24T07:46:00.001-08:00

We were kinda bored at a wedding.. hehe..

I'm so so blessed to have him by me =)

Super nice rojak at Whompoa Market! I'm not really into rojak kind. But this is really really nice! Can go and try. Even Chow Yun Fatt also go there to eat twice =)

Thought about a little something today. There's this worship by True Worshippers, "I Surrender All". The chorus goes like:

I Surrender All I Will Follow You

I Surrender All Bring My Life To You

I Surrender All Live My Life For You

I Surrender All I Surrender All

To You Jesus

Had a little thought about that line live our life for God. It's sounded a little also like "Lift My Life For You". Many times we treat it so casually saying we live our life for God. But really living our life for God is also lifting our life for Him. Each time we elevate our life, the reason and heart should revolve around God. It's not easy and truly a test of stewardship. It's so easy to use the name of God saying we're living for Him and serving Him but when glory seems to come our way and our lives are lifted (elevated) up, sometimes we just enjoy it too much and claim as our own. I caught something today. I want to live my life for Him and when i lift up my life, i want to lift my life for Him alone =)

Spring cleaning..

2009-01-19T05:32:00.001-08:00

Had a crazy day doing spring cleaning today. Dunno why i'm super clumsy today and had so many funnie moments with my brother. haha.. Managed to complete the spring cleaning. Really had a sense of fulfillment =) Another fruitful day! Tired already.. Guess blog more next time!

Blessed by the Word

2009-01-18T07:09:00.000-08:00

I guess I will continue getting busy with different things but it feels great coz I can be fruitful from the start of 2009. Was really blessed by what Rev. John Bevere shared about honor. Guess those who were there know what i mean =) Was meditating on that and God showed me a verse.

Pro 15:33
The fear of the LORD is the instruction of wisdom, and before honor is humility.

It is like a further step led by the Lord that honor starts from within. Be it honoring people of being honored. God looks at your heart. and humility is not being weak and low self-esteemed. But it is knowing your strengths and admitting your weaknesses. Not carrying a pride comparing ourselves secretly with another person. Willing to humble ourselves and serve with our talents =) And the list goes on and on.. I am convicted that God is more interested in the change inside out. Not just taking a shortcut honoring people from surface. At least in my life, i want to watch this area as much as I can. And i really thank God for wisdom and guidance. He's always there ready and persistent in blessing, empowering and covering my life.

Was really blessed by what Pst Tan shared at service today too! A powerful message on prayer =) Caught a number of things and one of the things that really impacted me and caused me to make a decision is that I want to be sensitive to what God has started and be in partnership with it from now on. And not just starting something i want and expect God to go according to my will and perform some "a-ber-ca-de-bra"! I got to learn to trust in what God is doing.

I was given a "mission" today. Rather challenging and requires really the spirit of excellence of at least i want to make sure it can be a sphere-head to break a new ground. Not gonna share about it just yet coz i dun wanna go ahead of myself. Pray that God inspire and take control of everything =) Will share when the time is right =)

Finally an update.. LOL!

2009-01-18T06:47:00.000-08:00

I know some suspected I dropped dead coz i have not blogged since 2008! LOL! Was busy with exams, projects and lots of other stuff.. Anyway, i really must recommend Red Cliff 2!

It's a really "cannot miss" show! To many ladies maybe it's just a war show or some history stuff but the way they bring the story out isn't boring at all! I really admire their sense of humor, wisdom and calmness. Usually the second part will flop one lah. But not this one! I was captivated throughout! So guys, don't miss it ya? =)

CNY is coming and it's time for spring cleaning.. I have to admit my room looks as if i was robbed. So in order not to prolong this kana robbed disillusion to my parents, i shall pack! And try my best to maintain.. hehe..! So if u're like me, haven't pack and in great mess, do "auto" a bit before your parent's red alert signal! Lol!

My weekend..

2008-12-29T02:53:00.000-08:00

Spent my saturday on caroling. Had a really bad sore throat that day but i guess the caroling didn't turn out too bad. Thank God for that =) Met a weird auntie at the caroling but not gonna talk about her. All i can say is that she's just amazingly kpo.

Went out with CG after service for "Bedtime Stories" by Adam Sandler. Love Adam Sandler still but the show was just alright. If it wasn't for Adam Sandler i think it might flop. Gonna catch 7 pounds with baobei. Will Smith is my all time favorite! Fell in love also with Josh Groban's "To Where You Are". A very very meaningful song and i just can't help but admire the way he handles the song. It's very impressive and brings out the feel =)

A Great Christmas Party!!!

2008-12-29T01:50:00.000-08:00

Had a super super fun party at baobei's place.. With a bunch of real crazy people!

Shrek..

My bro turned crazy and made Charles crazy..
Weisheng & Gladys! Super matching & she's really pretty!!

Some of the girls there..

Lost & Found, Ailin & Aileen..

Chococat & Kuromi

Christmas Auction =)

Crazy TABOO..

The guys are super aggressive!

My blessing..

A great book for Darice.. And for me, a so called will make me "Chang Sheng Bu Lao" stuff.. LOL!

Everyone..

New look..

2008-12-22T01:42:00.000-08:00

As promised.. This is my new haircut =)

Recently Baobei and I are into eating 寿桃.. And he has got this habit of peeling and eating the skin first. And he would proudly show me saying: "See! It's NAKED!!" Haha..! Really like a kid. He's so full of surprises =)

God Covers..

2008-12-21T05:57:00.000-08:00

Just wanna share a little something here..

God covers us, as much as we are willing to be covered. Many times i meet people who feel that God is not there for them, that God doesn't cover their life. Just like when we're sleeping, our love ones or probably our parents may come and cover us with the blanket to keep us from cold, but at times we do kick away the blanket. As much as they want to cover us, they can't, because we're not willing to be covered. It's the same about God, He's a gentleman. He never forces, and just like our earthly parents, He too want to cover us but He can only do so when we are open and willing to be covered, trusting His heart for us =) His love is truly beyond my imagination!!

Short Hair

2008-12-21T05:51:00.000-08:00

Many should know by now i cut my hair! Short! A super breakthrough for me coz it has been really really long since the last time i cut short hair. Kinda refreshing though =) I guess i didn't look toobad with the haircut.. hehe.. Didn't have much chance to take photo so probably will upload my short hair photos next time!

Constructive Living!

2008-12-15T07:06:00.000-08:00

The bible says everything is permissible, but not everything is beneficial. Everything is permissible, but not everything is constructive. I'm really convicted that through this part of my journey in life, i should never be a quitter! Quitting is very convenient but it's never constructive. I want a life that give room and make space for God to construct on so that i can move on to greater things! I know this journey i go through is a preparation for greater things i can do for God! Instead of being discouraged or downcast, i want to be excited, full of joy of the Lord and keep on keeping on! I know GREATER THINGS HAVE YET TO COME!

Updates!

2008-12-10T08:45:00.000-08:00

Didn't manage to blog for sometime. I was really busy with all the projects and stuff. Finally here are the updates..

I went for a CK zone hosting competition and i got into the finals!! I'm actually the top 6 and i really couldn't believe it coz i saw a few of them and they are really good. But it's ok, i'm there to be myself not really there to compete or prove anything. I guess go there make friends ba =) Anyway i will be hosting also at CK Leaders Appreciation. Dunno how is it gonna be like but hope i would make it fun! =)

Christmas is coming!! Went to get a tree for Baobei's house. Really happy about it coz I LOVE CHRISTMAS! Getting the whole tree done really gave me a sense of satisfaction. Really love the feeling of Christmas.

I watched a few shows recently and suddenly got the urge to film my own drama. Something like Taiwan drama =) Actually i have concepts of the script already but it is a dream. A very small start. Seriously i don't know if i will accomplish it but if i do i will move on to a movie concept that i have! It takes nothing to dream but putting it into reality i really want it to be good and there's a price to pay. I guess i'll take it slowly and slowly find a team that is willing to flow in the same dream. Still dunno if it can be done. Step by step i guess =) Baobei knows about all my this little dreams and i know he will be excited too! =) I shared this with Melvin just now over msn and he said "you really got imagination in this ah" and i was like YEAH! I mean why limit our creativity. And i really feel Singapore really lack drama that brings imagination and fantasies. And also variety shows like how the Taiwanese did. Why not Singapore?! Why not our own production?! Felt a little indignant about it. I may sound exagerating but it's truly what i feel. When i get to learn filming in my course i really would love to try on the drama and movie and variety show! If i get it nicely done, i will post it somewhere =)

I really must say that my Baobei is always there to hear my noise, complains, fantasies, lame jokes, dreams, songs, desire,... And he is the one always there willing to hear. Though at times he tease me but it's ok. He brought so much joy to my life! He also brought alot of frustrating things to my life and i brought him alot too. But it's all ok. We are two different beings getting to know and understand each other with no pretense. To me i don't need a perfect relationship with no quarrels. I need to know at the end of the day we really understand each other's heart. That's the most important to me. Because i realized no matter who is it, human's actions and words can sometimes be really disappointing. It's because we don't have the same mind, we're not from the exact same background with the same character. I'm not here to find someone who is exactly like me. I'm here to find someone who understands my heart and allows me to understand his. So that one day if i don't see his "hands", i still know his heart. And i'm proud to say we're from "different worlds"! Now that we can experience "two worlds" on the same earth! What a blessing! I love my Baobei =)

And I'm really really blessed to have Melvin as a buddy. Though we seldom meet but i can always turn to him, and it's really enjoyable and challenging to sing with him. He's truthful not just there to say nice things. And when i share my dreams with him he never step on them. Always encouraging and accepting me for who i am even though i'm so imperfect and straight forward. I thank God for this wonderful friend =)

Ivan & Jane's Wedding

2008-11-30T23:11:00.000-08:00

The whole wedding was good except a common topic now in the family, the stupid ah gua camera man. He's really rude and spoilt part of the day. And he's really weird.. Oh man.. God bless him! Anyway.. Here are some of the pictures:

Hosts for the Day..

Deja Vu photo..
MINE!! AILEEN NOTE ABT THAT!! MINE!!

He's just flirting with u.. Don't even think abt it!

US!

Aileen & I

Daddy, Mummy & I

He just kana stroke or something..

My baobei!

Sophia & I

Cousins..

Robbie & I

Us with Jordan

He's really cube!

Hilarious picture! LOL! We are laughing about the camera man..

JB Service

2008-11-30T22:52:00.000-08:00

Went to help out in JB's service! It was a really good experience. The hunger of the people, how they put things together and doing the best they know how. All these really impacted me! I was there serving as a BV. Was rather nervous afraid that i won't do a good job but still am glad that God can use me in this singing area coz i really love to sing. It's really a training ground for me to learn to flow. I won't say that i did a fantastic job but i will keep learning and moving on =)

Pst CK shared about the four men and the paralytic. That it took the four man to be willing to stand in the gap to help the paralytic and what really caught me while going through the verses was that it took four men. It takes a team with the same vision, definitely not a one man show! And another thing is that the scribes reasoned in their hearts. Many times when we have a vision for His kingdom, i'll minds may drift away with what others may think in their heart. Even to the extreme when people praise you, you wonder if they are speaking from their heart. But not the four men helping the paralytic. They are focused! Not compromising to be a emotionally hard to please man but focusing on the kairos time, focusing on Jesus! Personally i really want to learn to control this area of my life so that i won't miss out anymore kairos moments. =)

Anyway, after the service a bunch of us went to City Square Kim Gary Restaurant to makan! The food is really good! =) And my have a time of fellowship which is great. But in every good thing we do for God the devil just can't tahan i guess. After the meal we moved in separate groups. Some went shopping, some went back by car and there and then left me, Darice and Fiona. And the dumb thing is that we got lost in JB coz we were not sure about the way to get to the custom. Fear came in coz we're in a foreign place and our smelly sticky body made us so frustrated. At last we managed to get our way back in Singapore and i must say... I LOVE SINGAPORE!! AHHH!!! I thank God for journey mercy and His protection over us. I guess the devil got to think of new tricks next time for Darice, Fiona and I coz WE WILL NOT GET LOST THERE AGAIN!! And from that incident, we formed the Lost and Found group.. Not bad huh? =)

2008-11-24T09:08:00.000-08:00

After naming Kelly as Hello Kitty and Aileen as Badtz Maru, I'm added into their Sanrio family as Kuromi. And my next Sanrio member would be Fiona as Chococat! Hehe..

KUROMI

Description:

My Melody’s friendly rival is a tomboy who loves making mischief and causing trouble! Although she may look tough, she is actually very girly and is attracted to good-looking guys! Kuromi enjoys writing in her diary and is hooked on romantic short-stories. Her favorite color is black and her favorite food is shallots. Fittingly, her birthday is October 31st.

Trip to Macau & Zhu Hai..

2008-11-24T07:37:00.000-08:00

Picture paints a thousand words..

Our boarding pass..

Buibui & Powpow on the plane..
Can't wait for Macau!

That's my baby sleeping..

We've arrived! Macau Airport!

Crossing over to ZhuHai at the Custom

Really thank her for the whole trip =)

At Gong Bei which is Zhu Hai

Shopping for daddy's wallet..

Our hotel room

Resting after the whole day of shopping

At Fish Daughter dunno what hehe..

Baobei & I

Hiao cha bo activated..

In baobei's jacket

全家福

Getting ready for another battle of shopping!

My monkey!

He's excited about his new jacket

帅!

Our shopping at Zhu Hai

Super scary place.. Got 小偷 somemore..

St.Paul's Church at Macau

On our way to the Venetian Hotel

Full of drama..

Super nice tarts!

It's really really romantic there..

I love it there! =)

Really hope to go Venice someday =)

So glad to be in such a romantic place with him =)

Feels like takashimaya.. i mean the tree.. hehe..He's so like a kid in Man U shop!

Baobei with Rooney (Poster)

Wish i could buy more from the Man U shop!

My Father's creation =)

(Singing) And i will fly.... High above the clouds..!

Asia Conference Photos..

2008-11-24T06:54:00.000-08:00

Had a great great time at Asia Conference. Really sad that i can't attend all but still i really enjoyed myself.. So here are the photos:

Aileen & I

That's me..
Candid..

Part of N219 sisters..

We were doing really stupid stuff.. haha..Waiting for Session to start..

Random picture..

Another random one..

Vivian!

JinSheng & I

Chienthye!!

Bubbles..

Preparing for Asia Conference

Hiao Cha Bo..

Jun Hao, Bo Zong & I

Don, Aileen & I

Cousins

Vivian & I

Kelly, Fiona & I

Cheryl, Clara & I

Don & I

Hello Kitty is seriously hilarious!

We were trying to balance ourselves..

My Cousin & My Cousin

Or to say Me plus Sanrio characters..

Badtz Maru, Samantha, Hello Kitty

She got a really cool Hebrew name =)

Photos @ Spartan VS BBG2

2008-11-17T07:20:00.000-08:00

I found it kinda nice to have own team name board =)

Getting prepared for match but i wasn't there yet =p
My baobei is the captain and the Goal Keeper! He's so in love with Beckham so he got 23 as his number.. hehe.. So 小孩子...
Aileen and I

Ruxin and I

After the match.. His hair so messy.. But still my baobei =)

My cheeky face.. Plotting something against the winner...? Nah!!!! Sportsmanship!!

Spartan VS BBG2

2008-11-17T01:44:00.000-08:00

Went to support baobei yesterday after service. Result is Spartan 2 - BBG2 4. Though Spartan lost but i believe it is a good experience. Next match they surely can do better =) I'm trying my best to support their every match. Found it kinda exciting. If there can be commentators even better! Hehe.. Anyway baobei jia you k?!

Asia Conference coming in just less than 2 days! Very excited about it. Think it will really be very mind blowing. Wanna attend as many sessions as possible =) Baobei and I flying to Macau this friday together with his mum. The feeling of going overseas this week is so unreal. Like it's not happening like that or should i say as if still got a long time to go. This week must quickly research more about Macau so that go there at least can do some shopping! Will take more photos at Asia Conference and at Macau to post up! Hope my peeling from sun burns stop soon..

Photos..

2008-11-17T01:32:00.000-08:00

It has been so long since our last photo i think.. but i like this one =)

Wanna find chance go out with Jul more..

More photos to come.. Waiting for the camera people to send me =)

Robson's Birthday Chalet

2008-11-13T10:22:00.000-08:00

Went to Robson's birthday chalet last night will try to post the photos as soon as i get them. Didn't take much with Robbie because he's a busy man last night. He's still over at the chalet right now so enjoy Robbie!! =)

Went out for lunch with Bruce today. Had a great time super long never see him but didn't change much though. Maybe grew a little taller? But really enjoyed myself. Bruce you still owe me my long awaited gift =)

The sunburns that i got from Sentosa are peeling. Feel so not attractive now. Like really kana fire burn like that. Man!! Hope it gets nicer soon.. Regret not putting sun block all over while playing volleyball. Only managed to save my face from the burns. Stupid me! Learnt my lesson. Still craving for sports wanna slim down more! Netball people! You know who you are =)

More photos!

2008-11-13T10:13:00.001-08:00

ChoonHong and I

Bruce and I

She's so cute! Personally i call her "Hot Mummy"

I look like one pile of shit but still posting it anyway =)
I'm showing the victory sign and baobei is showing the wolverine sign and the camera person didn't wait for me to be ready before she snap the picture =(
I'm the whitest! I think if i dun go Sentosa i will slowly turn transparent..

Dawn's another hilarious one!!

The ladies..

Tangmei, Biaomei, Big-eye lady and I!

Both tired already..

Great Weekend

2008-11-10T17:34:00.000-08:00

Had a wonderful weekend =) Aileen came to stay over the weekend. Friday had a great time at CG. I must say i'm really proud of Aileen. Not all have the courage to be transparent but she got no issue in that! Jia you Tang Mei! Love you lots!

Friday night Aileen and i chat until forget the time! Slept at 4am and end up with only 2 hour plus of sleep. Sentosa was really fun. We played volleyball and most of them quite power, pick up the skill real quick! Had a wonderful time but i'm so burnt now. After Sentosa Baobei sent us back home and so sweet of him coz he also supr tired but he sacrifice for our beauty sleep. HAHA! Love you baobei!

Went for prayer meeting on sunday and i felt really recharged. Service with Dr. Ed Silvoso was a really new experience. His sharing has got really lots to catch. And i really like a that way. It's like thick with revelation even if it's just simple phrases that he mentioned =)

Spartan ROCKS! It's baobei's soccer team at Harvest League. They won!!!!! YEAH!! Think i'm going to support them physically for their next match and somemore Melvin also in it. Really wanna support them.

Went out with Choon Hong after service! We KTV until yuan qi da shang! haha.. think only he know what is it like. He say i'm pang!! Actually supposed to get angry but yet think i'm really quite chubby lah in a way so i forgive him. Anyway i'm happy to be who i am. Pang then pang loh. He getting more good looking man.. Siao siao.. LOL! Nice new hair but must style it la. Looking forward for next outing.

I want to play netball again very soon!!! FIONA!!

Island life love it!

2008-11-10T17:09:00.000-08:00

My hair is so super messy..

Fiona is hilarious!!

Christmas Party

2008-11-05T17:45:00.000-08:00

Christmas is coming! Many places start to have their christmas lights up. Christmas is my favorite time of the year =) This year i want to organize a Christmas party. Venue to be confirmed again.

I thought of a program we can have in the christmas party other than games music food and gift exchange. The additional program is a 2nd hand exchange program. A chance for all the people in the party to bring their 2nd hand belongings to the party to have an exchange with others. It's like an auction exchange. Exchange stuff like clothes, perfume, dvd, accessories, basically anything but of coz not super lousy stuff like tissue paper and toilet paper lah. A great way to change what is good but not in use with something that is more useful or at least something else. I think i'll plan the program in more detail =) Quite excited about it! Shall gather some friends to plan together!!

Part Time Job

2008-11-03T22:15:00.000-08:00

I think i need a part time job to better cope with my studies. Coz i think if not my body cannot take a full time job and part time studies. So if anyone got good lobang let me know k? Really really appreciate it! =)

Arise & Build

2008-11-03T22:07:00.000-08:00

Pledged an amount yesterday to the Arise & Build. Really sowing in tears but i know i got to be obedient and God will never ever shortchange me. Through this whole rough patch i know God will show Himself strong in my life. Though there's alot of burdens, i still feel the peace of God in my life and i really thank God for that =)

For Fiona, remove the thing! later u got no mei mao! AHHHH!!

Rough Patch

2008-11-01T22:16:00.000-07:00

Going through a really rough patch this period of time. Really stretched and filled with problems around. Was really down about it but cg last night was really good. Felt recharged and as i think back about what i've sown in God's kingdom. I believe God will never shortchange me. My faith is in God and i believe God will never neglect the burdens that's in my heart =) Still not feeling too well so i guess i'll blog again!

Painted Skin

2008-10-30T18:21:00.000-07:00

Watched "Painted Skin" and found it a touching movie. No offence but at first i thought it would be a pure rubbish show. And the only reasons i would watch is it is to watch Zhao Wei and Donnie Yen. And true enough i really enjoyed their acting. Zhou Xun is not really my cup of tea though. Anyway, recommended by me. If you're into this kind of show it's worth a watch. =)